What a question—one that throws me back in my seat as I contemplate it. Other questions crowd around it, suddenly I see my life in a whole new light.
- Am I really living my life or am I just running from one rabbit-hole to another, trying to avoid being eaten?
- If my life were a job, am I excelling or just keeping my head down to avoid being fired?
- Am I living to purpose or just trying to avert disaster?
- Is there a plan, a goal, a charter of purpose and intent, or do I just react to what happens?
- Do I do or not do things because that's what I want or because of fear?
- Do I buy things just because they’re cheap?
- Do I exist in inertia, waiting for better weather, the kids to grow up, or the weight to be lost?
- Do I cut myself off from potential joy or pain, because home alone is easier than participating?
- Am I waiting to be happy?
Which of these questions resonate with you? Sit with them, let them roll around the back of your brain. Which bring up strong responses, negative or positive?
